“ Her heart sank into her shoes as she realized at last how much she wanted him. No matter what his past was, no matter what he had done. Which was not to say that she would ever let him know, but only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met, that all other men seemed pale beside him. " - F. Scott Fitzgerald To My Love; It didn't happen the first moment I met you. You and I both know we were in a different place in our lives that first time. But even then, I felt comfortable in your presence. Almost a year later, we were given a second chance at a first meeting. You walked through the door that day and my life changed. The previous 15 months had been a rough and trying time for me. Mentally I was not in the best place. I had been through a divorce, through months of terrible dates, purchased a house and then forced to be mostly alone in that house for over a month due to COVID-19 closures. I had been uninsured and un-medicated for several months